Goodbye September~

Hey readers today went to watch Dolphin tale<3.
It was awesome man, the winter so poor thing but ending damn nice ~.
hmm then after that went study (:
This week was hectic, got back shitty preliminary and erm I really study sia. like do chem tys and stuff.hahas. Tiring lah but still need to x.x
Tmrw gonna go mac study and hav Mc breakfast & lunch I think hahas.
mac again :x hahas. Ohyeah I was drenched in the rain today and froze in ava and walked around bare foot .cool eh.cause of that idiot. in the morning lol.
people I.won't be really blogging cause idw on com nw thru.ph.hahas.people jiayou too okay ;)
20plus more days x.x
We might be hurt but we are nvr gonna be broken because only glass breaks.
obviously I care more than a lot.

Oh, Oh, Oh
You can’t stop today [No!]
As it comes speeding down the track [oooh, child yes!]
Yesterday is history [be gone!]
And it’s never comin back! [Look ahead, cause…]
Tomorrow is a brand new day, and it don’t know white from black [YEAH!]
‘Cause the world keeps spinnin’ round and round
And my heart’s keepin time to the speed of sound
I was lost til I heard the drums, then I found my way
Cause you can’t stop the motion of the ocean or the sun in the sky
You can wonder, if you wanna, but I’ll never ask why
And if you try and hold me down, I’m gonna spit in your eye and say
That you can’t stop the beat!

Hey readers, i finally understood thats what i needed to understand actually if it doesnt changes.. it might though.
Aiya whatever it is..
Idw to on my com anymore before Os end, so i might not really be updating.
People takecares and all the best for exams.
Ohwell but i think drama still might continue from what i know.
But oh well. Tmrw is school.No much time for drama though. but welllll shall see the next chapter after my Os (:

Turn around.

It frustating when what someone says changes almost every single day.
And the urgh feeling of talking something halfway and not getting reply.
And how amazing i would still believe everything single words regardless its false/true.

 i dont quite understand why.I really dont know why am i like this too.And i think the me now dont fit to be your friend too in some ways though we're not even friends i suppose because idw to even give you some respond although i did saw all those texts .I know you're obviously not fine now, but still i wont talk to you plus idw to give you any false hope of us beng able to be good friends again because i'll talk to you for awhile andd then the cycle repeats i'll just not reply again or something isnt it tired for you and for me . I dont hate you too girl. But i just feel like idk how to treat you as a friend. Not anymore. Im so sorry for everything, and although many things i feel like saying or asking but i guess i wont.Im only okay with you when i rmb you as the girl that smacked me and stuff. But im not okay at all when  rmb you're the one that also failed me as a good friend and many things. And idw all this to make me sound so mean when i talk you because If you ever realise when i talk to you im just so mean.As much as i hate it, it alrd happened. Nothing can make it change or better. So like i said a few months back let it pass.

 Whatever is it, i'll just do whatever i want. 

Because i know im not that type of person that listens to people.

Not at all, i'll just do whatever i feel is right though i might be wrong.

Speak now,

 This song was inspired by one of my friends who was telling me about her childhood sweetheart, crush guy. They were kind of together in high school and went their separate ways, and it was kind of understood that they were gonna get back together. Then, she one day comes in and tells me he's getting married. He had met this girl who was just this mean person who made him completely stop talking to all of his friends, cut off his family, had him like so completely isolated. And I just, kind of randomly, was like, "So, you gonna speak now?" She was like, "What do you mean?" And I was like "Oh, you know, like storm the church, speak now or forever hold your peace? I'll go with you. I'll play guitar. It would be great." She was just kind of laughing, and later on I just was wrapping my mind around that idea of how tragic it would be if someone you loved was marrying somebody else.

Later I had a dream about one of my ex-boyfriends getting married, and it just all came together that I needed to write this song about interrupting a wedding. For me, I like to think of it as good versus evil, and this girl is so completely painted as the evil one. So this is "Speak Now."

--Talyor.

I rather i didnt even knew her back then.

I think she probably thought I forgot about it, but I didn't.
I see your face in my mind as I drive away, Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way. People are people, And sometimes we change our minds. But it's killing me to see you go after all this time. Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie, It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see. Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down, Now I don't know what to be without you around. And we know it's never simple,
Never easy. Never a clean break, noone here to save me. You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand, And I can't, Breathe, Without you, But I have to, Breathe, Without you,
But I have to.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve. But people are people, And sometimes it doesn't work out, Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out. Feelin' like I just lost a friend. Hope you know it's not easy, Easy for me.  Feelin' like I just lost a friend. Hope you know this ain't easy, Easy for me.

This flame, if you rmb.

I remember it all.

 

Just finished HCL paper today, it was a breeze for paper 2 i think .

Paper 1 came out speech& si han. Bloody i anyhow write lor.

Left with Sci mcq & prac.heh. Jiayou people.

Ohyeah, im so happy my ph line can change real soon.   

"Real life is a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I've begun to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything. "

--Taylor.

It goes up and down and against the wall, so turn around.

Hi readers, wa i think me, hj & mike damn zai pls.
Yesterday, webcamed till so damn late until we sleep infront of the webcam pls then today wake up so early.
Today D&T was okay bah i hope cause i studied until 3plus am leh.
Tmrw higher chi paper 1&2 sian ttm :x Hope, the topic nt some weird shit if not gg.
Jiayou those who are taking Express & higher chinese ;)
Today slacked at kallang leisure because we dk where to go :/ LOLs.
And that bloody idiot suggested zoo, sci centre, bird park and some ridiculous places.LOL. And then end up he lazy come out again.lols .
So we slacked at Starbucks and then later saw someone (:
Then we played kart rider with Ipad&iphone hehe.Fun ttm <3

"Sparks Fly" is about falling for someone who you maybe shouldn't fall for, but you can't stop yourself because there's such a connection and chemistry.

As usual webcam session (:
Okay i think i quite chiong for D&T alrd.
Left electronics,gonna continue (:
Jiayou people for those taking D&T and F&T ^_^

Oovoo .

Yesterday ~
Webcamed mike till like 1++, cnt rmb .
Then later receive a ph call, talked till like erm 3 plus . LOL.

Mike.

Huijing

I dont like stich :/

Hi readers ^_^
Oh well. i made a Taylor Swift Nations blogg ~
See below. Cool right.heh.
Idk my blogger retard or what.
Never mind.lols.

Today two person talked to me bout somethings,

i love them, both Huijing & Effie.

I'll be here for them i will .You both amazing person will get through it.
I've been there, maybe still there idk. But i got stronger, even by a bit it does counts.
And amazing friends will be there for you. <3

I will stand by them like how they are always there for me ;)

I love my friends, stay beautiful .
Because you all are, smile more because it helps you to get through (:

"Never Grow Up" is a song about the fact that I don't quite know how I feel about growing up. It's tricky. Growing up happens without you knowing it. Growing up is such a crazy concept because a lot of times when you were younger you wish you were older. I look out into a crowd every night and I see a lot of girls that are my age and going through exactly the same things as I'm going through. Every once in a while I look down and I see a little girl who is seven or eight, and I wish I could tell her all of this. There she is becoming who she is going to be and forming her thoughts and dreams and opinions. I wrote this song for those little girls.

--Taylor.

My taylor swift nations page.

GLAMOUR.

 Gracious ^_^

Funny combination, in the end look like some shit.LOL.

Today woke up early in the morning to meet Wifey for breakfast.We ate at BK and also story telling session heh. Hmmm, Monday D&T paper sian ttm, 2 hrs paper.Jiayou people ;)

Recently or rather as this year go on, so many things happened to me and around me.

Well, i heard things bout you too.People always tell me many things.

Hmm, idk what happened tht made you go nuts but oh well.Its your own mind.

I really hope lesser drama happens, because its like the 7pm show "ai" forever seem to continue.

I hate it please, i like to watch drama but not ai that kind or rather i dont want to be invovle in the drama, my relationship w. friends/you know seems like is really like a drama that can be made into a tv show alrd pls.

Many things happened so i've learnt to take everything easier, and realise some people are not even fit to be my friends or even fit to be scolding people because im like "look who's talking".

Hmm, nvr mind bout that but well.. There are many amazing friends i have this year. Really.

Those sucky friends just let it pass, because they were the one who chose to leave.

So let it be ;)

Hmm, enuf of this drama i guess, hahas.

I think this is one of my longest post after like so freaking long, and wow you're insane enuf to read it ;)

I love all my friends that make me smile ;)
And i like making you guys smile too :D
Ohyeah i need to start studying like seriously, i've gt a very strong feeling that i've screwed up prelim because i didnt really study for it except for some but still so last min.heh.

You cross my mind ;)

 Hey readers today was fun went back school to pass Mr khoo the video but the funniest and stupiest thing is i forgot to save in the final format so is like he cnt open . Oh god, which means Monday i need do some amends again. Uff damn sian sia hehe.
Then after going school, i went out with Huijing to city area.heh.
Went Just Asian or whatever is it to eat then we sat there damn long talk about stuff and i studied .Oh well. Less than abit. Fail.
And then we walked around and i thought of many things.
Hmm, then ltr in the MRT gt some annoying girls singing some korean songs. lols. Hmmmmm.. Jiayou people.
I guess i really need to start working hard. ):

4E3, tgt we strive.

Im just almost done with the class video though,

im the photographer but i did alot editing heh.

Physics was a disaster (: Kay byeee ~!

Death doesnt like to be cheated.

Spagetti , final destination 5 , facebook and fun .(:

I rarely make promises , when i make i keep them.

MUG.

I love her please <3

Awesome girl here.

Hehe, maths paper 2 .Hell.

Do until calculator i also dk how use can stupid sial.

How dumb can i get. Nvm sua.

Hmm tmrw is Chem gonna burn midnight oil (:

Okay bye~

YHJ <3

Anw the new blogger is cool.

Only you make me fail.

Prelim starts today, Geog and Maths paper 1.
Kinda tragedy.
So yeah continue jiayou bah people.

Yeah okay.

After monthsss .

Well, so yesterday went out with him. Studying was fine bah.
Went starbucks study quite fail, then the movie was nice. Eventually at BK , we studied kinda a bit lols.

Maybe.

"Most people don’t know what they want or feel. And for everyone, myself included, it’s very difficult to say what you mean when what you mean is painful. The most difficult thing in the world is to reveal yourself, to express what you have to… As an artist, I feel that we must try many things - but above all, we must dare to fail. You must have the courage to be bad - to be willing to risk everything to really express it all."

I really hope you'll really know what you want,

and not change like the weather anymore.

You're still the same.

 Change what you say after awhile or idk what.
But i cant just ignore .

I miss you, too.

Love our madness <3

Awesome Wifey <3

Hav some yogurt ^_^

Wa super unglam :<

Hey readers today was awesome went for breakfast @mac and as usual im late cause of the damn bus this time. LOL. Hmm.. then later on went Kai li house to study ? Not really i only studied like a few pages and i SLEPT ?! Uff. Then later went eat dinner with them <3 I miss times like this hanging out with them for the whole day hehe <3 Hmmm , thats all for today bah there's school tmrw. Takecare people.

You was the one who made me become this strong or rather idk immune,
and then you say you aint as strong as me ,
maybe because you had all you wanted try going through the shit i've been thru,
but now back to square one what do you really want,
i asked you this months ago.

Rainy days

Heyo currently at wifey house ^_^ Went for breakfast and was late for kinda long cause of the damn bus hehe. I'm suppose to studying nw but obviously I'm not heh. Hmmm..takecares people bye ~

Crazy bout this <3

Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long.

i hope you rmb what i told you.
Because i dont want to say it again fearing that i'll lose it all.

I remembered everything.

I love my tumblr skin (Y)

Thanks granddaghter for the present ^_^
First to give me siaaaa hahaha
so kiasu :P jkjk.

Daddy <3

<3

Idiot nvr buy me breakfast. uff.

im lazy to type today so sorry. But today was awesome ^_^ I got woke up by HWEELING so freaking damn early =.= but i was late cause of facebook LLOL. thanks uh HL love the present man, i think you think i gt no feeling lah but haha i love the present <3 hahahha . you so fail, the newspaper nvr put a few more i can feel the board :P But still aisini okay <3